Today the first work of Nena. This is one of the many letters you can find inside “He perdido los zapatos“.
Idiota
The moon is already there.
What a bitch life and this loneliness.
I wouldn't want to miss your train
and know what it is to waste yourself.
I could take any bus
just for one more kiss,
but my home is heavy
and I can't do it the same anymore.
I may want to leave tomorrow.
And tomorrow may also be life
and that tomorrow, tomorrow does not exist.
I'm not a girl.
I'm not that elf.
I'm not a fighter.
I am not your way.
I'm not a good lover,
I'm not even a good wife.
I am not a flower,
not a piece of bread.
I'm just that idiotic face
Idiot for having to remember the last time
that I asked for your love.
Idiot for hanging your kisses with a red frame
in case I never see them again.
Idiot for losing me just in case you left already,
and throw your trust from my bed to that window.
You don't see how easy it has been for me
lose everything in a moment.
Because of my fear of losing,
because of my fear of not controlling your flight.
Letter: Mai Meneses
Music: Mai Meneses/Kim Fanlo.
Mai Meneses: Voice.
Kim Fanlo: Electric guitar and programming.